Ok, i well admit it, Phillip was right, Conor Oberst is NOT gay

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-09-30T10:31:00

2004-09-30T16:33:00Z

i wnat to die young

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-05-04T17:28:00

2004-05-04T23:34:13Z

why is everything I do so lame I wish I was good at something(that would be awesome)but sadly I'm not(this is gay)

matt (a different one)

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-05-03T20:48:00

2004-05-04T02:56:25Z

yeah so the last few days have been better than what I'm used to but sadly i'm still down and out(at the risk of sounding lame)I think I need someone to save me I've been so sad(and thats just not up to par)i don't really feel like writing any more I'll up date later

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-29T19:25:00

2004-04-30T01:27:30Z

some days I want to live but most of the time I want to die everything right now sucks. In a few days it will be my birthday all I want is for people to leave me alone

matt

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-27T21:02:00

2004-04-28T03:06:09Z

I think I'm going to stop trying to make things right because "you can't try and make things right"and thats it

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-23T12:31:00

2004-04-23T18:45:26Z

yep so I have'nt written in a while but it does'nt really matter what matters is I'm writing now.I had an ok week for the most part(at least thats what I like to tell myself)I had to go in to school at 5:that,” he said.

From a study of Tucson hotels, University of Arizona microbiology Professor Chuck Gerba found TV remotes hold more than batteries. He said he has even found fecal bacteria on remote controls wow crazy

matt

p.s.I don't know what happened

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-18T14:24:00

2004-04-18T20:26:14Z

she used to say I need you now..............................I DON"T

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-16T15:59:00

2004-04-16T21:59:08Z

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
please

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-16T15:43:00

2004-04-16T21:44:23Z

damn it these days are so long but at least its friday(any one want to hang out)

matt '

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-14T15:46:00

2004-04-14T21:51:10Z

today was an ok day.my friend allen and I did our first tag today,I think it looks way cool and it was so much fun to make everything else was lame but the day went by fast so that was cool well that all for now

matt

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-13T18:59:00

2004-04-14T01:07:47Z

Well today sucked. School is so lame.It seems like everything is going down hill.I wish everything would get better(but its not going too)so why try(I hit the city and lost my band)this is gay so whatever

matt

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-12T15:38:00

2004-04-12T21:44:16Z

Yeah so theres nothing really new going on in my life.(same old shit)I REALLY need a girl friend I have'nt had one in so long and I don't remember what its like to have one besides that it feels nice,I see so many people with their girl/boy friends and I get sad.

matt

p.s.This is so LAME

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-08T17:18:00

2004-04-08T23:28:03Z

so I guess phil was right.(on another note)I heard last nights show was really good and I'm sorry that I missed it. As of right now I'm pretty sad with the world, but thats ok nobody cares.

matt

p.s.Everyday I fell fucked for free

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-05T18:47:00

2004-04-06T00:57:48Z

I wish that I could get my band up off the ground before the summer,it's not looking very good.(In fack I dont think that we are going to really do anything)It feels like I'm the only one who cares.Its kinda like bring a knife to a gun fight. So anyway does any body read this any more(lets see a quick rase of hands)ummm yep thats what I thought.In other news home movies showed their last show last night.(that goes out to seth and phil)Well thats all for now.

matt

p.s.I follow a backwards god

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-04-04T22:50:00

2004-04-05T05:01:47Z

So I not leaving thank you to every one who really cares. I don't really have anything to say (everything right now sucks)thats just about it.

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-30T16:09:00

2004-03-30T23:14:04Z

Long day very long day. On the plus side I didn't die today,and that good.(I think)

Matt(guitar)Ramsey

p.s.I saw a space ship it was big and gray and it said something about a good year.(whatever that means)

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-28T19:29:00

2004-03-29T02:29:42Z

yeah that was just a test thank you kyle, seth, phil and alex you where the only 4 who passed

matt

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-27T21:17:00

2004-03-28T04:19:20Z

yeah so i don't think that i'm going to write in my journal any more I really dont want you people to know what I'm thinking about or how i feel so good bye

matt

p.s. until next time

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-26T20:34:00

2004-03-27T03:38:30Z

I want to right something really smart. That will make me look like I'm not dumb for one time in my life.Then again one post can't change 17 years.

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-25T19:16:00

2004-03-26T02:18:02Z

somebody please talk to me or leave me a comment or something

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-23T01:46:00

2004-03-23T08:56:02Z

"just do it again and this time with feeling" this line is the line that best says everything I've ever done in my whole life and even tho I try it is never as good as my friends such as (Phil)(Seth)(Kyle)among others and i feel worse everyday because I know that they will go far and I will be stuck here for the rest of my life so to my friends good luck

matt

P.S. I wouldn't even make a good yellow shirt

p.p.s. hey kyle I said that I would write something for you so here you go (something)

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-22T15:23:00

2004-03-22T22:24:18Z

I just heard what I didn't want to and I'm sorry to everyone it hurt.

my life so far

2004-03-22T09:44:02Z

man everything has been up and down.Spring break is going cool there have been a lot of events that have change my life in the past 2 day. (if you would like to know about them just ask me)well good bye

matt

bombs_hold_hope @ 2004-03-18T09:50:00

2004-03-18T16:57:25Z

Ok so I went to a show last night at the high-life house,it was pretty good but i was feeling really sick. The only reason I went is because I thought colleen was going but she wasent there(sad face)owell at least I got to see black black ocean.

school

2004-03-17T16:44:57Z

I'm in mass media right now working on a project.my next class is art i can't wait, because i get to start a new painting today,I also get to miss 5 hour because I have an art meeting today witch is cool because they buy me food and I get to show them the new art ive been working on.I hope they like it.

matt